The Story of losing God!

Atheism means denying the existence of a dictator like a CCTV camera over people's heads, challenging his totalitarian guardianship, rejecting the superstitions, harmful customs, words of mutual violence and saliva of greed made by the followers of that punishing God.

Many claim that the discussion of atheism is over, it is now too cliché, it is the fashion of the moment, the society will be disaffected, there are death threats, etc. . The proof of that is the distant past. The majority want to stifle discussion or stop it altogether. Human lives have been sacrificed due to the revelation of the doctrine that the earth revolves around the sun, but the earth's rotation around the sun has not stopped. But we do not know how these people began to walk the path of danger, no one has written about the transition in the light of their personal lives. We might be richer if Carl Sagan, Richard Dawkins, Joseph Campbell or our own Humayun Azad had written about their deviance.

Man's journey of unbelief does not begin suddenly one fine morning. It requires deep introspection, self-understanding, and the passage of many days of social conflict and conflict. From the day I first heard of God as a child, who sinned if I did not listen to him, my devotion to him was lifted, doubts appeared. Disobedience will be punished, is it worthy of God? If he behaves like a human being, where is his greatness?

In my childhood there was a man in our area. He used to read a lot of book, He was called "Book man" in our area. He used to say such strange things that at that time my brain was teasing. One day he said, Ibn Sina's famous saying, "Who created the Creator?" I used to go for a walk along the banks of river in the evening with this 'Book man'. He used to talk about many things and as if slowly my scope of thoughts and topics started to change. 

There is a pain in the loss of faith in God, the pain of losing one's refuge to judge all injustice, unfair discrimination at the end of the day. As my neighbour would bow down after prayer and complain about his lack of life, even if he did not reach happiness in this life, he had hope, if he dies, he will get eternal youth, a glass of wine at hand, a fire on his lap, meat kebabs arranged on the table. 

There is one happiness in leaving faith in God, that is, I am free now, and I have no more sin of disobeying God. No one is always watching over me like the Chinese government, what a relief! There are no omnipresent surveillance CCTV cameras.

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